Ok so I started trying to make my first character, just for fun. So I decided I wanted to play a Nurgle Apostate, a charming jolly fellow with a silver tongue leads his followers in the joyous nihilism of decay and destruction. Nurgle isn't 'oh fear me and do my bidding'. he likes his servants to rejoice in the corruption of all life.
So everything started working well and then when I started to pick my abilities. Almost every single ability my character has is placed in the Slaanesh section. So I went back over the apostate abilities and all of the abilities that were 'Nurgle' were all of the abilities I wanted to avoid. I didn't want intimidate because what use would i have for it when my chaos space marine comrades could do it better? and why the heck would I want disturbing voice? It just makes me less likable and screws over my fellowship. I personally wanted Radiant presence because it went with the idea of the character as it gives that sweet feeling of ease, happiness, and acceptance to the fate of all life.' Everything must decay and rot beneath the festering feet of Lord Nurgle. Do not weep my brothers. Rejoice in the plague!' sort of idea yet once again its in the Slaanesh section.
Its just so irritating that I can't manage to make my character into a nurgle character without making him into some stupid cookie cutter bull @#%$
What do you guys think? Anyone else having these problems?