Hi, just wanted some help, i am really tired of been a GM, at least now.
I am already in my 5th session as a Dark Heresy GM, and i love it, just that i have problems with the combat!. t is so slow for us, because i have the english book of Dark Heresy, but all my players only speak and read spanish, so they dont try at least to read the book, i need to spoon feed them with info! . Even if they woul d be able, most of them would not read. What i wanted to ask, is there a fast way to handle combat? I know maybe combat is slow for us, because the chaos that is managing a game and at the same time explaining all, but , any advices? Any other gamemaster with some advice, will be helpful. Also, sometimes is difficult for me to feel i am doing a good job as a GM, because i focus so much in doing all the rules right, that i give less emphasis in actual roleplay, which i hate a lot to do, but it is like i am out of RAM memory, because i multitask too much. Any advice to that will be very much apreciatted to!!
I myself dont like to read too much, but i do for the sake of the game, and because i like the game, but i am really somewhat tired, and i dont want to throw the campaign to oblivion. Really last session was so much stressful, even i was standing too much bull from some players , that keep doing stupid jokes to me, kind of insulting, when things dont go as they plan. They hurted my feelings, with all their stupids jokes, and i was soo much tired that i didnt retaliate to them , so i feel very bad, i feel tempted to cancel the campaign , but i dont want to , also , the problematic players are my friends, and they are annoying but good, sometimes they get upset and their annoyingness gots out of control , and i dont want to throw them out.
Thanks to all! I really want some advice, sorry if i am a little incoherent, just that i am going to sleep right now