It was an attempt by the OP to justify bad behavior. He probably has had a number of people call him out in Crucible chat about it.
The back peddling of saying that he doesn't do that only came after everyone said no, that behavior is indeed rude and not ok.
When he didn't have a legit argument in favor of his bad behavior he instead resorted to attacking wording used, particularly asterisks. There are plenty of words that are not swear words that get auto-censored.