On 10/22/2018 at 6:31 PM, Varulfr said:Just finished a trooper last night I'm feeling like I'm in a bit of a rut with my painting. I started over ten years ago and I feel like I have barely improved.
it took me hours just to get this trooper done, and I'm not even thrilled by how it looks. I've seen guys churning out stuff 10x as fast with better detail, let alone some of those gods posting pics of Vader with blue highlights and all kinds of other perfection. I've watched videos and practiced... I still take forever, still can't dilute my paints properly, still have trouble with washes, still can't avoid graininess, and still can't get an even coat of a paint to appear on a flat surface. I've had these same problems since I started. The most frustrating thing is that I think I even understand what I'm supposed to do in theory, but I just can't get the theory to take hold in reality.
Compared to some Sohei 28mm I did recently, which I'm ok with... but still, the stuff I've seen out there, I just don't see how I can ever even begin to get to the levels of Sorastro and the rest of you guys.
How do you all deal with feelings of inadequacy in a hobby that's supposed to be a source of pleasure and relaxation? I get that my big problem is that I am comparing to others, but how do I get better without comparing, and how do I deal with the inevitable thoughts of "jeese, why do I even bother trying?" that invariably accompanies that comparison? How do I deal with feeling like I am never getting closer to the goal of others' skill?
Mate, first of all your minis look really good! Clean and effective paintjob and I can just imagine how fantastic an army of them would look at the table! Well maybe not the elves and stormtroopers together, but each on their own
Secondly, ive been painting various minis for various games on and off for 5 years now and I cant put together anything as good as your stormies, trust me I tried and it looked like a lump of molten crayons ? Ive become fairly decent using airbrush and painting larger vehicles, but smaller models and details I simply dont have the skill nor the patience for it.
You shouldnt really compare yourself to Sorastro (he is doing official painting guides for the game, he is better then most people will ever be) or anyone else of equal skill. And remember that what you can see on the internet is not the average of the skill going around, your watching what should be considered above average skill levels, most people who arent happy with their results usually doesnt post them online either.
Ive come to a point where I realised I will never reach the level of painting that I see in all the guides I follow. I can still improve, and I always try to do better, but in the end I want it to be a fun and rewarding hobby, not a stressful chore of disappointment. It has allowed me to appreciate finished models, units, armies, terrain pieces even if they arent nearly as fine as many post online, but they are still finished and they are mine!
So relax about it and realise that your doing this in your spare time, you are choosing to spend your time painting these models...If you arent enjoying it your not doing it right! It can be difficult to change or adapt a different mindset about something but if you feel the way you are about it, you gonna have to sooner rather then later or it might ruin the entire hobby for you ?
Again though, your minis look great, much better then anything I have painted and I would bet above average wherever you take them! And even if they dont, if you bring them to a table facing golden demon winners, who cares! Make sure you beat them in the game
And a final little comment; Even a badly painted army will look fantastic when deployed together on a table!