Just finished a trooper last night I'm feeling like I'm in a bit of a rut with my painting. I started over ten years ago and I feel like I have barely improved.
it took me hours just to get this trooper done, and I'm not even thrilled by how it looks. I've seen guys churning out stuff 10x as fast with better detail, let alone some of those gods posting pics of Vader with blue highlights and all kinds of other perfection. I've watched videos and practiced... I still take forever, still can't dilute my paints properly, still have trouble with washes, still can't avoid graininess, and still can't get an even coat of a paint to appear on a flat surface. I've had these same problems since I started. The most frustrating thing is that I think I even understand what I'm supposed to do in theory, but I just can't get the theory to take hold in reality.
Compared to some Sohei 28mm I did recently, which I'm ok with... but still, the stuff I've seen out there, I just don't see how I can ever even begin to get to the levels of Sorastro and the rest of you guys.
How do you all deal with feelings of inadequacy in a hobby that's supposed to be a source of pleasure and relaxation? I get that my big problem is that I am comparing to others, but how do I get better without comparing, and how do I deal with the inevitable thoughts of "jeese, why do I even bother trying?" that invariably accompanies that comparison? How do I deal with feeling like I am never getting closer to the goal of others' skill?