I like 100/6 .
I don't do well at it.
I was going into my third day of crying in my cereal bowl over yet another ship show of a tournament.suddenly it occurs to me... 2-3 would have been 4-1 if I had run away with my last ship.
But....I mean...
Should I have done that?
Am I losing because I'm too greedy for the fight?
Should I swallow the bile of cowardice and run out the clock at the end?
Maybe I don't want the win as much as I think I do.
Well....I think I can put the losing record behind me now. All the matches were really close.all my opponents were great.
Now...with salt properly dabbed out of my eyes...maybe I can see clearly.
Maybe I didn't want to win. Maybe I wanted to play x wing.