DICE. I hate them. They hate me. It's mutual.
I usually fly pretty well. When it's my fault, I don't get upset. I learn from it and move on.
But DICE. Man. DICE. My dice are one of two things. They will be ON LIKE FIRE. 'We love you Droz...We will never fail you...Marry me Droz!' And then, with no warning whatsoever, they will turn as cold and the lowest depths of hell 'What, oh, you need a single evade just to live? HERE IS A BLANK INSTEAD. Here's 4 blanks on an attack roll on a proton torpedo with guidance chips for you. Oh, you get to reroll? Here's four more blanks. NOW GET OUTTA MY HOUSE'. It's brutal. It's quite discerning and upsetting.
I flew well yesterday in all except the third match. I can honestly say that was my fault as I was just stumbling over myself because I wasn't thinking straight (sick for 5 days will do that to you). But the other 4 matches (Had a first round bye from store champ)? My dice were considerably good to me in match 2, 3, and 4 of the day. Match 5 and six? Seriously? WHAT THE HECK?! Flying was solid. Even against palp ace build, solid. My list itself was actually pretty solid too.
Horton w/TLT, R2 Astro
Neera w/deadeye, plasma, EM, FCS, Chips
2x Tala w/Concussion, Chips
In the weeks preceeding, practice with this squad showed considerable promise. It tore up triple uboats, TLT lists, even had a good field day with pal ace and swarm lists. The only thing I would change in hindsight is drop the R2 Astro for Proton Torps, better mods, better to hit with, and R2 never really came into effect except once.
Back to DICE. My red dice are usually pretty OK. They don't go cold on me much, except on Nera yesterday. I think her plasmas only hit twice, maybe three times all day. And that's out of 10 shots. The concussions however? Whoa. Those baby's rocked, and with only a target lock. Of the 8 total concussion missiles I fired (I'll get to that in a second), I think there were only two shots that did 3 damage. All of the rest were 4 hits, many crits. Made a Stressbot Y go poof in a single round. took out two Tie Fighters in a single round in a crack swarm (I felt bad for that guy, he had the luck I had, and somehow I think it rubbed off on me. I think that fight lasted 5 rounds total, and 20 minutes).
Anyway, back to DICE. Let's get a little more specific. GREEN DICE!!! Now, I fly rebels because Green dice hate me. I tend to fly things that, well, have a bigger punch, higher hitpoints, but less green dice, because they hate me. I'm not sure how I fly against people whose green dice regularly roll extremely well for them. I don't get it. Hell, VASSAL does the same thing to me, and I don't understand that one either. Not even a computer can roll green dice good for me.
My last two matches were a combination of very terribad green dice and mediocre red dice. I believe I rolled a total of 40 green dice over the last two matches, and of those rolls, I think I rolled 5 evades, three focus, and 32 blanks. THIRTY-TWO BLANKS. I'm honestly not exagerating. In my last match alone, both of my Z-95's had not fired off their concussions yet (this is what I was getting to). I was starting to bracket in the Inquisitor, who has 2 hull left, and was rolling very well on green dice. 1st Z bracketed him, both in firing arcs. This Z had 2 hull left, no shields. Inquisitor rolls 2 hits. Through a rock I believe. Yay, I have a focus, TL on the Inquisitor, and I'm rolling 3 green dice. All I need is at least a focus and I'll get this missile off and likely blow him up. NOPE! 3 blanks. SERIOUSLY?! Poof. There goes the Z. Screw you green dice. We jockey around for a few more rounds, both get into position to fire on each other. Guess what, similar situation, behind a rock, get 3 greens, only this time I have 1 shield and 2 hull left. Yay. Ok, he shoots. 3 hits. Ok, I've got a focus and a TL again, just need a focus to live. Roll. THREE BLANKS. Poof. Game over. Like that, in a billow of smoldering debris, both of my Z's were vaporized because my dice utterly failed me. It happened the prior match as well, I think I rolled a total of 2 evades that prior match, the rest being blanks.
I don't get it. How can I be that unlucky?
It's for these reasons I believe I'm done competing at the higher levels. I'll still do local stuff, but store champs and things like that, I'm done with it. I've started to lose sight of why I got into this game in the first place, and that was to have a lot of fun flying around star wars ships. I'm getting frustrated because things like this are beyond my control. I fly my ships pretty **** well, but if I'm getting killed due to dice doing nothing for me, well, what's the point of competing then? Just to give the next guy a win? I'd rather not be that punching bag.
Sorry guys, just me venting. BTW, I've even tried the star wars Dice app from FFG. It's the same thing. Maybe I have some sort of natural EM interference, lol. Heck if I know. All I do know is I am going to get back to enjoying the game that I used to enjoy instead of beating my head against a wall because, well, DICE.
Thanks for listening.
/vent