I suffer from anti-meta syndrome as well. I am on a quest to find an all-comers list that can compete against anything, but without using the meta staples, like the stressbot, Poe, Soontir, or a PWT, but it has proven fruitless so far. I have also had some frustrating games lately and I am in a bit of a rut. I don't know what to fly anymore and I feel lost in terms of squad building. The meta is so open right now that I never know what I am going to come up against, which is wonderful from an objective view, but frustrating when you want to try to play the meta.
The advice here to sit back and fly what is fun is great, but I guess I am just too much of an X wing hipster, lol.